21 days ago
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The in-between

Lately I’ve been feeling down and I’m stuck between this state of being comfortable with it and the other side I know that I can’t go back down this path I am the oldest and I have to be strong because “everything is gonna be fine” but I was there for so long that part of me still feels like it’s still there and I hate to say it but it’s my comfort zone and when I’m sad I can’t help but get pulled into the dark hole in the back of my mind and sometime I do it willingly even though I can’t But it’s nice and I hate myself for it