All my life I felt alone and like no one was there for me. I don't think anyone really knows what it is like to be lonely. Everyone thinks that depression is just a game but it is not it is a real thing that is very serious. I have been depressed before and it is a horrible thing I know what it is like to be on your death bed. I had Breast Cancer I had never been more scared to find anything out before. When I found out this I just froze and couldn't think my husband was there but no one could really understand how I felt it was all like just a nightmare. When it came time to eventually remove my beast I felt so emotional. But after 3 years of many doctors and medication I am at my best. I love my husband and have a beautiful baby girl and I got so blessed to even be able to have her.