I've always wanted to pursue this passion of mine but at the same time i feel like i'm not that ready.
I overthink a lot and everytime people talk about it, i get sad idk why. I've always loved this passion but i feel like i'm not doing good enough.
What if i mess up? what if it turns out wrong? what would happen if i disappoint everyone?
I'm scared of judgment especially if it's about something that i'm not really confident to do.
The problem is in me. People tell me to just stop overthinking and that's weird coz overthinking isn't just something that would go away with a lil magic like poof! and it's gone???
I just wanna live my life. I just want to stop overthinking. I just want to stop being so scared of every little things.
I just wanna live where i can show my weakness without anyone judging me.
I'm tired of getting hurt every single time.
I'm tired pretending i'm confident.
I'm so tired of living how people have told me to live. Can like someone help me? Please?