I remember the day you confessed to meFeelings for her that ran so deepShe looked like another you once had loved“Carbon copy” you told me she was You asked me one night if she felt the sameI told you she did, and her, no one could blameThe two of you met and whatever went onHad me wondering if you had asked her at all “Dude dude dude are you there? she said yes!”You text me and you’re so happy, but I was a messLittle did you know, I had developed a crushI knew because seeing your name gave me that rush Months and months passedSometimes we textedSometimes we were strangersAnd through her we connected Then out of the blue, one day came a textIt was you, still in love, what did you want nextYou wanted to get a gift and needed some adviceAbout throwing her some kind of a birthday surprise As the years went on, we were apartI found no one else I could give to, my heart Another day came and you said heyYou asked me to check on her, see if shes okayI pacified you and said she’ll be fineYou were convinced, but you still weren’t mine I had to get over you, I studied, I criedI saw you now and then, but kept it all inside Months passed again and college was doneWe were finally interns, this should be funWe met at a friends’, had something to drinkYou held my hand and it made me think “This is not good” We both knew it wellIgnored all fears, instincts went to hellWe said some words and did some thingsI was addicted, yet called it a fling “You’re not a rebound” you said as we kissedYou touched me in places, what felt like bliss“I don’t want to lose you” you had me convinced“I want us to go all the way” me too ever since Things escalated and we went on that tripI should’ve known my heart was to ripMistakes happened and I fell asleepYou were up all night counting the sheep Next morning under water, just me and youYou were all I ever wanted, my dream come trueLittle did I know that behind the scenesShe had returned, you were glued to your screen Back to work, you talked to me lessAnd finally you were done, sent me that text“Do you think we are going anywhere with this?” I didSaid our goodbyes and farewell we bid Broken I was, and you were set freeTo try again in love, this time not with meFew weeks later she asks me for advice“He wants to get back” I had to be nice She was always my closest and best friend after allAnd heaven knows Id never want to see you fallI wished you two the best and moved on in my headOutside I was “fine”, Inside - Dead I woke up to the same slut in the mirror every morningThen came mental illness, medication, no warningI heard from the girls that you talked to the guysAbout how I hooked up with you, I wasn’t surprised I rebuilt my walls and never againDid we text each other, not even as friendsHow did I lose you, I wonder to this dayThen I remembered, you were never mine anyway

I remember the day you confessed to meFeelings for her that ran so deepShe looked like another you once had loved“Carbon copy” you told me she wasYou asked me one night if she felt the sameI told you she did, and her, no one could blameThe two of you met and whatever went onHad me wondering if you had asked her at all“Dude dude dude are you there? she said yes!”You text me and you’re so happy, but I was a messLittle did you know, I had developed a crushI knew because seeing your name gave me that rushMonths and months passedSometimes we textedSometimes we were strangersAnd through her we connectedThen out of the blue, one day came a textIt was you, still in love, what did you want nextYou wanted to get a gift and needed some adviceAbout throwing her some kind of a birthday surpriseAs the years went on, we were apartI found no one else I could give to, my heart Another day came and you said heyYou asked me to check on her, see if shes okayI pacified you and said she’ll be fineYou were convinced, but you still weren’t mineI had to get over you, I studied, I criedI saw you now and then, but kept it all insideMonths passed again and college was doneWe were finally interns, this should be funWe met at a friends’, had something to drinkYou held my hand and it made me think“This is not good” We both knew it wellIgnored all fears, instincts went to hellWe said some words and did some thingsI was addicted, yet called it a fling“You’re not a rebound” you said as we kissedYou touched me in places, what felt like bliss“I don’t want to lose you” you had me convinced“I want us to go all the way” me too ever sinceThings escalated and we went on that tripI should’ve known my heart was to ripMistakes happened and I fell asleepYou were up all night counting the sheepNext morning under water, just me and youYou were all I ever wanted, my dream come trueLittle did I know that behind the scenesShe had returned, you were glued to your screenBack to work, you talked to me lessAnd finally you were done, sent me that text“Do you think we are going anywhere with this?” I didSaid our goodbyes and farewell we bidBroken I was, and you were set freeTo try again in love, this time not with meFew weeks later she asks me for advice“He wants to get back” I had to be niceShe was always my closest and best friend after allAnd heaven knows Id never want to see you fallI wished you two the best and moved on in my headOutside I was “fine”, Inside - DeadI woke up to the same slut in the mirror every morningThen came mental illness, medication, no warningI heard from the girls that you talked to the guysAbout how I hooked up with you, I wasn’t surprisedI rebuilt my walls and never againDid we text each other, not even as friendsHow did I lose you, I wonder to this dayThen I remembered, you were never mine anyway

Oh wow! Reading this had me feeling what you're feeling for this person. That was a divine read. I love when people write poetry out of their feelings. I sometimes do it myself. If you're not already, you should consider taking up writing. See, this is why I love reading on this site. It's like a diary entry, only lots of people see it. But I love how it's anymous. It was strange but reading this made me think back about a guy friend that I had deep feelings for at one time. I had to pretend it didn't bother me when he dated someone else, including one of my best friends.

Oh wow! Reading this had me feeling what you're feeling for this person. That was a divine read. I love when people write poetry out of their feelings. I sometimes do it myself. If you're not already, you should consider taking up writing. See, this is why I love reading on this site. It's like a diary entry, only lots of people see it. But I love how it's anymous. It was strange but reading this made me think back about a guy friend that I had deep feelings for at one time. I had to pretend it didn't bother me when he dated someone else, including one of my best friends. 