i am a 12 year old girl, but every day i feel much older. I hate the way i look, the way i feel, and the way i sound- I wish i were never a girl, i dont want to become a boy because i know everyone will still see me as the sensitive, dramatic, mean girl that i am. I wish people didnt look at me like i was the ugliest thing on earth. I hate myself. I wish i were a boy. I wish i were a boy not only because they “get it easier”, but because i dont want to be treated like a girl, i dont want long hair like a girl, i dont want to have a chest like a girl, i dont want to have the private body parts of a girl, i want to be a boy. I hate looking at myself in the mirror and knowing that i will never be able to be a boy, and if i was no one would look at me the same. I hate every part about me.