I feel like a failure. I feel like the dream child gone wrong, I don’t need to keep myself happy anymore as long as everyone else around me is I’m okay. My well being could matter less. I’m sorry mom, I’m sorry dad, I’m sorry friends, I’m sorry to my wonderful boyfriend but I’m becoming a person who hates their own existence. Someone who will never succeed at anything they do no matter how I try, I’m just SO FUCKING TIRED and I want to sleep. Please let me sleep.