When I was in school, when the announcements came rushing in like a wave of misfortune, My life really Sucked.It was sudden, it was just a normal school year just like any other and sure we had our Hurricanes and Bomb threats or Shootings but to me, that stuffed just seemed Normal.I was told from a young age that Men would Kidnap girls for "Inappropriate" reasons and that I should be careful because I'm a girl.And that's really when my eyes were opened to who "Stupid" Life is.A couple years passed and I'm in the 5 grade, A kid like me isint paranoid about things because I was able to adapt to the fact the people are Sick in the head and will try to hurt you. It was 6am when I was waiting at the bus top in front of my house, now usually there'd be some kids there but they all drove that Strange morning, I was waiting for the bus to get there when I noticed there was A White Van parked in our neighbor's yard while almost being covered by the bushes.Our Neighbor's were old so I though some work was being done or something like that but I had always made the joke whenever I see a white Van "Stranger Danger" so that's what I thought as a joke.Little did my stupid self know, there was a man in black hiding in the bushes as well. It took me a second to notice the Man but once I did, I hadent known what to think."Is this man trying to hurt me?" Was went through my head so I got scared. I was about to just drop my crap and run because you'll find out soon that the supply's you think are important dont matter at all when you might die.That's when the bus was like my angel, it came and saved me while driving in front. I rushed in the bus and the driver noticed I was panicking about something, so she asked me and I had told her.She looked out her window and there she saw the man running back into his Van probably hoping she didn't see him. She told me to be calm and sit and so we drove to school.Now that was The first time I had even felt like that, it was scary.When I went into the Sixth grade BAM I'm diagnosed with depression and when the day for "Ending Suicide" we took a test and guess what, I was the only one who got called up to the office about my answersIt was Embarrassing because WE KIDS AREN'T FUCKING DUMB. We know when shits happening and I was getting tired of older people judging us.For instance my counselor thought I was FAKING depression, my mom is OBSESSED on god so she said I'm not depressed in the name of the lord, So guess what.No one helped me but myself because the ADULTS are too dumb to see the big picture.I tried to kill myself countless times but ya know not everyone has access to a gun so when you try to choke yourself it takes awhile.Now Obviously I'm not dead because I'm writing this, And I may be 12 but I'm not blind.