Hey, I have a regret or a feeling of being guilty cuz I betrayed someone so special to me.who claim she trusted me the most and I bet she did I don't know maybe under some pressure maybe because of being childish or maybe because I really wanted to get rid of her but I betrayed her in her back. I destroyed one of the most special feelings in her heart, her first love and now I can't help it I have to stay away from her just as to stop feeling guilty maybe that innocent love is now turned into a toxic relationship. Or maybe it's just me I think I'm mentally ill I need someone's help but there are some more deep and dark confessions that I still don't feel like typing here. I really need myself to leave my past incidents back because I can't change them anymore and all I do is feel regretful and I wanna leave that feeling I want to get free!!!!!!!