I feel like I ruin everything I come in contact with--friends, relationships, family. My life has no purpose. It's hard to reach out to people without feeling like a burden. I've said this for months now, but I am super lonely. My social skills are garbage and connecting with people can be difficult. I spent the last 4-5 years being so silent from the rest of the world. By the end of high school, I had little to no friends. The only person I talked to on the regular in and out of school was my ex. By quarantine, we talked daily. Then when he cheated, I was alone again. I've been struggling with moving on from the relationship, and not having many friends to talk to because of Covid and college is really hard. You feel so alone in the process.