my mother straight up shames me in front of my father and my brother about my acne, body hair, all problems an average teenager would have. my father has forgotten about many memorable moments and things, and he gets really angry and unrealistic about me sometimes. things just aren't the same. i hate myself so much, and when i try to tell my mother about it she dismisses it and says "how can you dare to say this to me" like i just insulted her. i want to run away. i want to go away. i want to disappear. i self-harm by repeatedly banging my head against the wall until everything goes hazy. they've made me like this, my parents. i mean its probably not their fault and i'm probably just a complain-y teenager. but i don't think they even realise the emotional trauma that they've put me through.