i complain to much. im to picky. why aren't i good at school anymore? why do i talk so much? why am i so quiet? why am i so loud? i already told that story seven times, be quiet. keep my grades A's. why don't i eat? wow I'm eating look guys im eating i never eat. im a stick. look i look sad. look i lood depressed. why do i keep spacing out. why wont i talk to my mother? she just wants to help me. why won't i just stay at my mother's house. why am i on my phone so much? i don't sleep. but i sleep to much?