7 days ago
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things im never gonna be able to tell my dad.

It's not ok to constantly have to monitor and check in with my every action.

It's not ok for you to pretend like to past didn't happen and expect me to suddenly welcome you.

Materialistic generosity doesn't make up for the fact that you're emotionally unstable. And I don't need jack shit from you. You can sell everything I 'own' for all I care.

It's not ok to be such a hypocrite.

You make me feel inexplicably unsafe every time I'm around you.

You have problems. I have problems that stem from you. And I'm not gonna waste any more time on your problems because I have enough of my own. It's up to you to figure them out.

I'm not your therapist.

I dont have to explain.

I dont have to forgive you.

I wish mom had full custody.

I hate your girlfriend 98% of the time and I will never have a good relationship with her. I think she's a bad influence on you.

I dont think it's ok to always ask me What is wrong with you every time we fight. And I dont think it's ok to tell me "Dont worry, I still love you," after every time we fight.

I dont trust you.

I dont love you.

I'm mad at you

I don't have to be grateful. I can be a little shit sometimes. A lot of the time actually.

I don't need to tell you how I feel.

I don't care anymore; about all the fights we have, and I'm not gonna figure them out.

I don't think you're abusive necessarily. But you're unhealthy for me and I don't want you in my life.

I don't wanna be like you. And I don't think I'm gonna be.

You make me feel inexplicably unsafe every time I'm around you.

I only have four more years where you have to be my dad. And after I get out of here I don't want anything to do with you for at least eight years. Then I might be ready. Then maybe I wont.

I'm your son.

I hope, to anyone reading; that you can tell these things to the people in your life if you so need to. Good luck out there. You're gonna need it, I'm gonna need it. I cant tell anyone this stuff really. But I want it out there. So thanks, man.