I've had a lot of reasons to hate who I am, but by far, the worst reason that takes the cake- is that awful feeling I get when I don't get immediate approval for something small. I'm not even USED to getting approval, let alone from strangers who have no influence on my life. But if I post something, or say something, and I don't get the expected response- or even worse, no response at all- I feel like shit. For no reason. I hate that I feel this way, it's such a stupid and toxic way of thinking, but I don't know how to stop it, and I know if I don't get help soon I'm just gonna stop talking entirely.