My real mother abandoned me after she went to jail. My dad has commitment issues and he has slept around so much that i now have 6 siblings. My dad cheated on my step mom and made me hide it. My dad is emotionally abusive and scares me. I got into a big college and into a competitive nursing school but i have to drop it because my dad forgot about me. He forgot to help me with student loans. I’m not even sure if i want to be a nurse because i feel like i’m locking away a part of myself that I don’t understand. I’m so, so tired. I’m tired and alone.