I'm so pathetic, i don't know what to do. I'm so alone. I'm so sad. everything feels empty and meaningless and everything i do is useless. I'm just.. scared, if anyone has any idea of that. i want to end it.. i want to end it SO badly and i just.. i don't know what to do anymore. I'm stuck in a depressive slump and to everyone else i try to seem okay. no one knows i want to do this. no one cares enough to ask i guess. pros of being lgbt in America: none.