Im not even sure if anyone would read this but I have a best friend who I liked for a while in middle school. But those feelings eventually went away and we actually became friends .He actually liked my friend and I helped him make a move despite me liking him. And I even told her about him but she liked someone else. Now I’m in high school and i dont got to the same school as him, so I don’t see him. He’s such a great person and I miss him. Tbh I’m not sure if it’s because I don’t really text a lot of people but I think I got feelings for him again . There are times where we are in calls and we stay up till 7 or 4 in the morning talking and playing games. Im basically always the One texting him and saying hi to him and there are some times which he texts first( rare tho) but besides the point he has been there for me. Tbh he has never opened up about me about his problems or never ranted before, the only secretive thing he has told me about was that one crush in middle school. He tells me he’s glad that I’m his friend and stuff like that but what if he’s just responding because he feels sorry for ignoring me, I feel like I bother him a lot even though we talk now and then since I don’t want to be seen as a clingy friend. For some reason he feels so far away and I’m always trying to catch up to him but i never find myself getting anywhere near him . I mean even if I may have feelings for him again I wouldn’t risk our bond Ike that, but sometimes I feel like there’s no type of friendship if it’s not going anywhere. I texted him yesterday saying hi but then deleted it because it was late and I didn’t want to bother him, but it ends up that even if you delete it, the person can still see it so he texted me 1 or 2 hours later. So then I responded today and we just exchanged five messages and said goodnight. I mean it’s one in the morning right now so I know it’s late but i got deliverd for two Hours mid conversation lmao . I mean he told me he was on his ps4 lmao 😭🤚. I know people have their own lives so I don’t really care about that but I feel like he says nice things about us being friends but then doesn’t seem to be like that. I want to ask opinions about this situation, to wether if that’s something normal between friends or is it that they most likely just talk to me when they’re bored :(?