Back in 2016 I wrote one of those time capsule letters to future!me - talking about what was going on, how I felt, asking some questions, stuff like that. Well a day or two ago it came due and I read it for the first time in five years.I thought it might be bad. It's so much worse than I feared.I've lost hopes I had back then, I'm still in situations that younger me begged me to tell her I'd gotten out of, I'm even more pessimistic and nihilistic than I was back then. If 2016 me could see how I turned out she'd be fucking heartbroken. I think some people just aren't cut out for this whole life business.