Just wanna sleep and never wake up.
I m so fucking sick of this monotonous routine...
Wake up...study...eat.. study...sleep.
Literally sacrificing 2 godamm years fr an uncertainty.
Keep studying they say, dont look fr fruit they say, keep working hard they say, it will all turn out in the end they say.
What about the present? Just somehow making it through the day.
The moment i wake up, i cant wait to go back to bed. So tired of it.
And to top it all , i m pretty sure I hv anxiety which only goes away after SH; and i hv to keep up the pretence of being happy n fine 24/7.
Oh n lets not forget the everlasting self hatred.
I m sorry if i seemed rude above but i m just so tired.