I am tired so often lately. I don’t get out of bed because there doesn’t seem to be a point to it anymore. I sleep to try and feel better but when I wake up somehow I feel worse than when I went to sleep. The only thing that gets me out of bed is my birth control pills. I don’t even get hungry or thirsty. I just exist in this state of being tired all the time. I don’t even want to read, play video games, crochet, listen to music, or watch tv. Things that I love just feel too overwhelming. I don’t want to sit with my family and I certainly don’t want to talk to anyone. I just do it so they don’t worry about me. Today I took a shower for the first time is days and I wanted to sit in it I was so tired. Getting dress afterwards felt like such a chore. Now I’m sitting here typing so my mom thinks I’m playing on my phone.