I'm so tired of everything. I'm tired of feeling like I'm nothing and like I'll never amount to anything in life. I'm just a waste of space and I wish I killed myself years ago. It's too late now and all I can do is hope that I'll make it out alive without hurting anyone but myself. I self harmed for the first time in weeks if not months and I just can't deal with anything or anyone anymore. I just want to die so no one has to deal with me anymore.