I want to die but I don't want to die.
I love her but I don't love her.
I want to study but I don't want to study.
I want to be a successful person but I don't want to be a successful person.
I want to have a bachelor certificate but don't.
What is the world about?
I am tired.
I do not want to feel like this.
I did not ask to be born.
...do not know.