i'm so tired of my life, i'm tired not excelling in anything, i'm tired being stupid in the family, sometimes i just wish take me already god i'm tired of living in this earth, my life is already screwing, i wish i didn't experiencing this problems, i just realize being alive is hard so you have to be strong to live, but i'm not belong in this earth i don't deserve to leave, i'm weak.

i'm so tired of my life, i'm tired not excelling in anything, i'm tired being stupid in the family, sometimes i just wish take me already god i'm tired of living in this earth, my life is already screwing, i wish i didn't experiencing this problems, i just realize being alive is hard so you have to be strong to live, but i'm not belong in this earth i don't deserve to leave, i'm weak.

Hi there, I have the same problem but the difference is I am too cowardly to quit life. I have a hobby and I think that is the thing propelling me to live. Find something in your life as your touchstone . Don't give up life, it's too precious. Remember there might come a time in future where you will be as happy as you wish you were. I have confidence issues, too. But there is no rule in life saying you have to be smart, pretty, athletics or anything to live. Somedays I too wonder what will happen to me later on, I think about what a colossal loser I am or how selfish and insensitive I am, how I deserve to die for being a waste of time. But then I think of how I will be an even greater loser if I commit suicide. All those years my parents spent on me. Lost. I am a Muslim and sometimes when I am upset I pray to God to just end the suffering I am going through, to just end it all. I am a Muslim, so I believe that God has put challenges in live but there is reward too. Somewhere in life all these suffering will be rewarded whether in Heaven or Earth, I don't know. I am just asking you to trust that there is a reward out there. That there is something, someone out there who will truly make us happy. And I am waiting for this thing or person.

Hi there,   I have the same problem but the difference is I am too cowardly to quit life. I have a hobby and I think that is the thing propelling me to live. Find something in your life as your touchstone . Don't give up life, it's too precious. Remember there might come a time in future where you will be as happy as you wish you were.   I have confidence issues, too. But there is no rule in life saying you have to be smart, pretty, athletics or anything to live. Somedays I too wonder what will happen to me later on, I think about what a colossal loser I am or how selfish and insensitive I am, how I deserve to die for being a waste of time. But then I think of how I will be an even greater loser if I commit suicide. All those years my parents spent on me. Lost. I am a Muslim and sometimes when I am upset I pray to God to just end the suffering I am going through, to just end it all. I am a Muslim, so I believe that God has put challenges in live but there is reward too. Somewhere in life all these suffering will be rewarded whether in Heaven or Earth, I don't know. I am just asking you to trust that there is a reward out there. That there is something, someone out there who will truly make us happy. And I am waiting for this thing or person.