Hi, I'm a student. Just a heads up, I have anxiety, and ever since online school started, it got worse. I really want to commit $u!cid3 but I just can't. Lately my mom has been telling me how much she loves and how she wouldn't know what to do if I just disappear, that's whats holding me back. I don't wanna see my mom crying because of me. Also, I have been sleeping at around 3-4am everyday just answering and checking my worksheets over and over again. That lead to an unhealthy lifestyle and I eventually got tired, it came to a point where I got nasty headaches everyday. (I still get them)I just wanted to share this, because I have been suffering. I'll come back later because I still have 5 exams, unfinished modules and extra requirements I haven't done.