The analyst made of me was right. I am in constant battle between my heart and my brain. Always being obsessed on everything, while always keeping a distance. This is true. But it's a flaw, it's something great for you. It mean I will love you endlessly, be obsess over you. But I will always keep enough distance so I don't control you or let you control me. So you have the obsessive love, without having someone jealous or possessive. Cause I'll will always keep a distance, while being totally over my head in love with you.