To my dearest of ones.

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Oh my dear,

How awful I feel.

Oh my dear,

I wish I was strong

Oh my dear,

All your expectations of me are weighing me down.

Oh my dear,

I cant breath I cant breath

and you blamed me for that.

Oh my dear,

Didn't you know I cant breath under water

Then my dear if you knew why were pushing me in the depth of it.

Oh my dear,

I dont know who to blame for this.

Oh my dear,

How am I supposed to tell 9 year old me that teenage her died a loser with no dreams fulfilled.

Oh my dear,

Mind telling her that even if I could, you wouldn't let me?

Oh my dear,

Mind telling her, you made me live as you?

Oh my dear,

Mind telling her when you compared me to everyone but me?

Oh my dear,

Mind telling her all the words you called me?

Oh my dear,

Mind telling her all my dreams were a waste of time to you?

Oh my dear,

Mind telling her you put your dream above mine?

Oh my dear,

Mind telling her you treated me as a step to fulfilling your dreams for you to walk all over?

Oh my dear,

You have done it again.

Oh my dear,

Mind you add me to the list of people who disappointed you?

Oh my dear,

Add me to the list of people who couldn't see you disappointed so they faced their biggest fear for you and only you.

Oh my dear,

I wish I was ever good enough for you or high enough for your standards.

Oh my dear,

Fuck me, fuck me for disappointing you

Oh my dear,

I'm done, I'm done with everything and I can not do more.

Oh my dear,

You pushed me to my limits.

Oh my dear,

Dont blame me for not being able to go over my limits.

Oh my dear,

Goodbye, forgive me my dear after all I tired but failed miserably like I always do.

Good night my dearest of ones, this goodnight going to last forever I'm afraid my dear.





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