A froend who really hurt me and manipulated me contacted me yesterday saying he has missed me and wanted to spend the whole summer travelling and being together, but Corona halted his plans. I missed him too, every day. It was a lonely summer. I don't want to fall into a trap again. Last time, he made a fool out of me and treated me like something he can throw away as he likes. He does sound genuine but he is soooo experienced in playing with peoples' minds. He has loads of friends. We used to be very close though. This give your life for someone level. Im just scarred and wary... I want that trust and closeness back, cause life is a bitch and its tough without friends. Im scared to trust anyone again but what if he is sincere and I push him away?