5 months ago
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today

today is really hitting me hard. ive felt completely alone since the death of my grandmother almost 3 years ago now. i don’t think i’ll ever find anyone else that loves me as much as she did. at this point i just really want to end it all, no one would care anyways, they’d be over it in maybe a month. any socialization completely drains my energy and it always makes me feel like i’m a complete disappointment to everyone in my life. i just feel completely fucking useless constantly and like i’m suffocating. i was pressured into sex yet i let it happen and i hate myself every second for it