I got into a really toxic relationship while not even looking for a relationship. I thought he’d just fuck me then move on like what I was used to. But he asked me out and I had no choice but to say yes even though he’d already made me cry during only my first month knowing him. The emotional abuse hasn’t been as bad as it used to be and I’d started conditioning myself to it. But tonight I started over thinking a lot of things about myself as a whole and asked for his support so I’d stop panicking. He almost caused me to take my life tonight. He made me realize that I mean less than dirt to anyone and everyone, and told me multiple times to stfu while I was having a serious episode. I’m in love with him you guys, but I can’t recognize myself anymore.

I got into a really toxic relationship while not even looking for a relationship. I thought he’d just fuck me then move on like what I was used to. But he asked me out and I had no choice but to say yes even though he’d already made me cry during only my first month knowing him. The emotional abuse hasn’t been as bad as it used to be and I’d started conditioning myself to it. But tonight I started over thinking a lot of things about myself as a whole and asked for his support so I’d stop panicking. He almost caused me to take my life tonight. He made me realize that I mean less than dirt to anyone and everyone, and told me multiple times to stfu while I was having a serious episode. I’m in love with him you guys, but I can’t recognize myself anymore.

... When someone cares about you and you ask him for help he should be supportive , not telling you to stfu.... Or making you cry. Im sorry but that just Doesn't sound like love to me. Communicate your feeling to him and see if he changes or decide whether he's who you want to spend your life with. Just my opinion. Hope things get better for you.

... When someone cares about you and you ask him for help he should be supportive , not telling you to stfu.... Or making you cry. Im sorry but that just  Doesn't sound like love to me. Communicate your feeling to him and see if he changes or decide whether he's who you want to spend your life with. Just my opinion. Hope things get better for you.

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His love is twisted and damaging. The only reason you won't leave him is because he makes you feel like no one else would want you. He found your insecurities and exploited them, that's why you think like that. I do not think he loves you like you love him.I think he loves you because he can control you. I am absolutely not saying that this is your fault. He is the one in the wrong here. It's better to learn to love yourself than have a man such as him love you for all the wrong reasons. And you are a wonderful person. Because only one as patient as you can stick with him for this long. You can see the diamond in the rough. You are willing to listen and compensate for him. It's too bad he does not deserve you at all. Spend your time on people that deserve it. I'm sorry if I come across as blunt. I'm genuinely appalled with the way he treats you and that might be reflected in my wording.

His love is twisted and damaging.The only reason you won't leave him is because he makes you feel like no one else would want you. He found your insecurities and exploited them, that's why you think like that. I do not think he loves you like you love him.I think he loves you because he can control you. I am absolutely not saying that this is your fault. He is the one in the wrong here. It's better to learn to love yourself than have a man such as him love you for all the wrong reasons.And you are a wonderful person.Because only one as patient as you can stick with him for this long. You can see the diamond in the rough. You are willing to listen and compensate for him. It's too bad he does not deserve you at all.Spend your time on people that deserve it.I'm sorry if I come across as blunt. I'm genuinely appalled with the way he treats you and that might be reflected in my wording.