I want to forget you. I'm afraid to even confront you even though I'm right. I feel weak and helpless. You are not good for me. You are dominant manipulative bitch who just uses for self gain. I don't know. I want your attention but i don't want it. You make me wish i was hurt so you will at least feel bad and come near me. But i don't want you too. I want to move on. Forget and remove the toxicity I've on myself. You make me feel like nothing and that I'm always wrong. I stood up once. I'm scared to see the result. Even though I've everyone you make me feel like shit to myself. You make me feel like i get more hurt. I hate you. Wish you won't be here atall. Wish I've not met you. Thank you for the memories which are rotting. I hate you and you make me hate myself and feel inferior and helpless.