I feel trapped inside this sad and hurt body I’m so insecure I call my self fat ugly and everything I hate the way I loOk it’s awful but to feel like that about your self is the pain I’ve never wanted I hate my self wen everything about me I’ve been feeling like this every since my dad moved out when I was 7 I’ve been feeling sad and like no one cares about me and to be honest I don’t think anyone does they say they do but do they really ....? Is the anwser i would love to know or do they just ask what’s wrong for the gossip so it could be used against me when we’re arguing or something I love all my bestfriends but I don’t know if I can stay strong very much longer 🥺I’ve give up so many times :( I use to self harm and I kept that to my self 💤💤no one knew apart from me..I’ve stopped now but everytime I get upset I hold it in my hand and say I’m better than this💔even when I know I can’t get better and I don’t need help I feel like if I get help that means everyone has give up on me and they don’t want to speak to me anymore🥺🥺.....