I was physically and emotionally abused by a trusted friend for a year, they sexually harassed me daily and said if I told anyone they would kill themselves. They send videos of graphic self mutilation to prove it. I was young and I let it happen and I never told a soul for years. Literally weeks before the “Me Too” movement I finally told my mother. She didn’t believe me and shut me down. Then the movement happened and now she’s all progressive like she “believes women” but doesn't believe me. The trauma caused me to binge eat profusely. I made myself fat so he didn’t want to touch me. Now I’m up 60 pounds and I’m trying to pick up the pieces of a broken girl who had to cope.