Sigh.... Just keep telling myself , Things will get better.... Even tho they just keep getting worse. Hate not having any close friends or a girlfriend. To get advice from or to just listen to me whine a little from time to time. That i feel like would keep my thoughts between us. I never realized how hard it is for me to trust someone or to just find someone i trust. Or how hard it would be to hold on to that person. To not fall in love with that person. Blahh

Sigh.... Just keep telling myself , Things will get better.... Even tho they just keep getting worse. Hate not having any close friends or a girlfriend. To get advice from or to just listen to me whine a little from time to time. That i feel like would keep my thoughts between us. I never realized how hard it is for me to trust someone or to just find someone i trust. Or how hard it would be to hold on to that person. To not fall in love with that person. Blahh 

I feel you I wish I had someone to vent to but when you had stayed inna bad place you already know not to trust people so I just don't tell anyone anything and that's what I think made me lose boyfriends and friendships but it's not easy talking about feelings because you don't know if that person is gonna tell another person.

I feel you I wish I had someone to vent to but when you had stayed inna bad place you already know not to trust people so I just don't tell anyone anything and that's what I think made me lose boyfriends and friendships but it's not easy talking about feelings because you don't know if that person is gonna tell another person.

Re: Trusting someone

Right... Idk what to do about it. I get so lonely and stressed and unmotivated. I just want someone and not to ruin it by being an idiot. I suck at communicating i guess. Blahhh lol sucks. .............................................

Right... Idk what to do about it. I get so lonely and stressed and unmotivated. I just want someone and not to ruin it by being an idiot. I suck at communicating i guess. Blahhh lol sucks..............................................