TW - sexual assault
I am 18 years old, new to “aldulthood”. I don’t know if this is the same with everyone but apparently turning 18 is seen as a free pass for a lot of things.
firstly people just think that you want sex off everyone, I don’t. In fact my verginity was fucking stolen. How is that fair?
secondly, my messed up family thinks that I am now old enough to hear all the horrible things that they have all done. My grandfather sexually assaulting my sister, all of them do coke. My mum being a prostitute and also the fact that my other grandad is a cheating cunt, who treats my nan like shit.
But just because I and the only one who thinks this is fucking disgusting and speaks up, I get beat the fuck out of, thrown out.
I would never kill myself but if I was going to, right now seems like a good time to. I could never leave my younger sister behind. She is my life.