Trying to make peace with my mind, thoughts.
It will happen you will feel shattered, everything will be change and you will not get the chance to handle the situation, but you have to stand strong.
You don't have indulge your mind in overthinking. Overthinking will take your all happiness and will always keep you alone.
No matter what, never ever go to the place where people treat you as if they are treating you instead of waiting for you