i’ve been starving myself since i started middle school, and i’m almost a legal adult now. things do not get better. i’ve tried going to doctors, taking pills, eating more times a day, i just can’t. i physically cannot consume more than like one piece of toast a day. i fucking hate it. i wish i was dead, then i wouldn’t have to care about eating. i’m 5’2 and i weigh 86 lbs. i look like gumby. i wish i could live like like a normal girl my age. i would give up anything to weigh at least 100 pounds.