I saw a bunch of people posting on TikTok about being skinny and who is thinspo and who is fatspo. I just scrolled because that was really messed up but I was not about to get called fatspo. Then I saw another post but they just put a bunch of pictures of people whose ribs were showing and they were suuuuuper skinny and I just couldn’t handle it anymore. I went back into my ED journal and starting writing down everything I needed to do to get the gears shifting again. My mom took me to the hospital about 4 years ago because I blacked out and they told me I was severely underweight and my life was in danger and this that and a third. Long story short I recovered but after seeing those posts it really just messed my head up again. Thanks bleedkitty.