TW: ED / Insecurity about weight
just before I had started highschool, (I was 11) I had began to starve myself without knowing it. I thought I was ‘fat’ and ‘ugly’. As school rolled around, I tried to hide away more. During a P.E. (gym) lesson, we had to weigh ourselves so the school would know what we could “physically take.” When I weighed myself I felt as if my confidence had been wrecked even more. When I went home that night I cried myself to sleep, I began to think I was overweight. I’m Better now, But it wasn’t a pleasant experience, it haunts me everyday.