I've been having a rough past few days and am currently contemplating suicide. I have had these thoughts a lot, and tonight feels like the right time to do it. I feel alone, like I don't really have anyone, and I'm too scared to tell anyone how I feel because I don't want them to leave or get mad at me. People say that it's just going to pass, but honestly I just want to die right now. I just feel so empty. I know I sound stupid and edgy, I've heard that many times before, but everything I'm saying here is the truth. I'm turning 15 in 3 days, and was actually planning to do it right when my birthday hit, but it's just taking too long. I don't know what I should do. I don't have the proper method I want, but maybe I can make do with the other, even if it's painful. I'm sorry for the depressing post, I'm just. . . Tired I guess.