I've been having a rough past few days and am currently contemplating suicide. I have had these thoughts a lot, and tonight feels like the right time to do it. I feel alone, like I don't really have anyone, and I'm too scared to tell anyone how I feel because I don't want them to leave or get mad at me. People say that it's just going to pass, but honestly I just want to die right now. I just feel so empty. I know I sound stupid and edgy, I've heard that many times before, but everything I'm saying here is the truth. I'm turning 15 in 3 days, and was actually planning to do it right when my birthday hit, but it's just taking too long. I don't know what I should do. I don't have the proper method I want, but maybe I can make do with the other, even if it's painful. I'm sorry for the depressing post, I'm just. . . Tired I guess.
5 months ago
Re: TW; Mentions of Suicide and just Overly Depressing
I relate to you so much :/ I am 14 in 3 months, I am not in a safe mind space, self harming and think of how I could do it, I have no one to talk to I feel alone, I can’t tell anyone because I’ll be put into therapy:/ i personally don’t know how to cope, but reading how you felt makes me feel not alone. ( happy birthday :))