5 months ago
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two girls one hunk

My best friend hooked up with this guy back in June and around that time I was talking to someone too, me and the other guy fell off and her and the first guy kinda stopped talking because he went out to California for a while. A week ago she said she wants to probably just be friends with him, and I thought that was cool. Side note: I matched with dude on tinder before they were talking, so I reached out and told him that and how I dig his music, he shouted back and we ended up talking last night until 6am my time. I asked him if he’d ever be down to hang out and jam, just with a new friend and he was down, and then the conversation kind of escalated. Anyways I’m having mad anxiety about it, I won’t lie. This whole thing is great but it sucks, she ended up telling me yesterday, I don’t remember how it came up, but she jokinglybutnotjokingly told me he was on her Never List. Evennnn thooooough there was a point when she told me she didn’t mind if that ever happened. I don’t even know why there’s any never list she’s always told people she’s all free spirited either it comes to sex. I mean she hooked up with my ex on my birthday and had no problem with telling me. Word for word she goes, “Hey I know you’re gonna hate me for like, two seconds but, womanhood, get over it.” I don’t even know what that means but it shocked my so much that I ignored that fact and we never really talked about it. Partly because I didn’t want to and partly because we never created that room. Even if I wanted to, I don’t resent her for it, it’s not worth it and that guy and the damage to my own feelings aren’t fuckin worth it, and I don’t think this is a “call it even” situation either. Fuckin... jesus I don’t know really, what I should do. Kinda makes me wish, with this other guy, that it were literally anybody the fUck else. He’s cool and he’s kinda nuts and really sweet, and I think he and I would be great friends. I don’t think this situation is entirely fucked though, I think it’s gonna have to be a long conversation with her and about treating the other person how they want to be treated themselves. Honestly man because she has a history of going after people I’m into, and the one time it happens to switch up, she has a never list and the guy I used to talk to isn’t hot anymore and he isn’t worth “anybody’s” time. Y’all there is a whole lot going on here and it’s fuckin shitty but I just needed to vent I hope it was entertaining keep a lookout for updates or whatever