What a waste. spending time with me and pretending to love me. When u really didn’t. u lied. So many white lies. Bec u didn’t want fights. But then why do those things? I always said be honest. I also said u will leave me one day.. I will not .. u said no. Never. It’s us. We will be together forever. then u left. what is true? Who were u? How do u wake up and go about ur day now? do u still get the chest pains? Of anxiety? Or is it gone now .. that I am gone. Not asking u tough questions. Or holding u true to ur word. u left.. knowing it will kill me inside. U chose u over us.