What a waste.
spending time with me and pretending to love me. When u really didn’t.
u lied. So many white lies. Bec u didn’t want fights. But then why do those things?
I always said be honest. I also said u will leave me one day.. I will not ..
u said no. Never. It’s us. We will be together forever.
then u left.
what is true? Who were u? How do u wake up and go about ur day now?
do u still get the chest pains? Of anxiety? Or is it gone now .. that I am gone. Not asking u tough questions. Or holding u true to ur word.
u left.. knowing it will kill me inside. U chose u over us.