I hate my looks so much. I can love literally everyones body but my own, and the features I hate about myself look ok fine on everyone else. I feel like an awful person whenever I look at my mom and think it's not fair that she's so pretty, has clear skin and has a flatter stomach than mine. Or when I feel envious towards my sister, who's skinny and has clear skin, despite never working out or doing anything to clear her skin. I love them but sometimes I can't help but feel angry. Like if I gain weight so easily, except for in my chest, and even now that my face/body is acne free, I have plenty of scars to remind me that my face will never truly be clear. And even when I do feel pretty, any glimpse of my reflection will automatically put me in a bad mood. I want memories but I hate having my photo taken bc it will only remind me that I look ugly and I will literally cry. So when I ask my parents not to take my photo they make a big deal about it, and when I agree too, they also make a big deal. I hate it so much.