wow. he’s probably not even writing something like this about me, i’ll admit i miss him. i have for a long time and i hate that. he’s given me such a hard time and made me be at my worst, and i still love him. i literally think about him 24/7. stupid huh. lol i hate him. yeah, i hate but love him. UGH, i fucking hate him. he has this thing i don’t know what it is but he makes me hate him so much that.. i love him for that. I KNOW IT’S SO DUMB AND DOES NOT MAKE ANY SENSE WHAT SO EVER BUT NOTHING MAKES SENSE RN. okay at least to me.