I have this friend that has been super kind and supportive towards me. I am really insecure about my looks and he knows it. When we were playing Minecraft (we met while playing bedwars doubles and became friends lol) I love the flower called "Lily of the valley" I just think it's really pretty and I said that to him. He asked me why I liked them and I said that I just thought they were really pretty. He said "just like you" and that made me so unbelievably happy. I have always been insecure about my look and a friend telling me I am pretty was amazing. After a month or so I realized I had a tiny crush on him. We texted each other good night and good morning every day and one day I decided that I could put a little heart at the end of that. So I wrote "Good night ❤" And he did the same. We started using hearts a lot while typing and one day he asked me if I had a crush on him. I said even if I did I wouldn't have a chance with him (he looks so cute goddammit that's why I said it) and he said "You have a chance tho :)" and he said he thought I looked pretty and stuff and I was very happy. BUT while all this was happening my best friend confessed to me. And I didn't say anything to her. I ignored her confession and that probably made her really sad because we were making future plans of living together when we grow up (this was before I met that guy). And we still said we would live together when we grew up. Then she said let's get married when we grow up. I had no idea what to say so I just sent her an emoji. And I just kept ignoring her flirting. There were two people and I had no idea who to choose. And then, of course, that wasn't enough. My other friend said "I would kill her if she flirted with you" and I was like "She doesn't flirt with me". And we talked a little more and she said we should get married. I, again, didn't know what to say. I didn't say anything. And even THAT wasn't enough. My online friend, which I talked to a lot, said we should get married too. WELL I CAN'T FUCKING GET MARRIED TO 4 PEOPLE. Let's assume one of them was NOT serious when saying they wanted to marry me in the future (which is they seemed very serious by how the conversation was going), actually, no, let's assume two of them were not serious. I still have reject someone. And I love all of them as friends and I don't want it to get weird. Kill me.