I'm a guy and i act as what a guy should be, you're supposed to be strong because not much cares about you. Dependable, tough and not showing signs of softness. But to be honest i dont like being a guy, im truly a soft person, i listen to peaceful and emotional music, im meticulous on my body and cleanliness, i dont usually speak my mind cause i care about what others think, im also a pacifist and if people get mad at me it may look like i dont care or it doesnt matter but inside it does matter and im affected by it. Most of my real self is feminine, soft spoken, shy, fragile, i dont cry infront of people but im easily swayed by emotions. I dont know whats wrong but this is my real identity, i dislike being a guy, i just wish someday that when i sleep i become a cute girl so that my identity fits my appearance. As much as i wanted to be a cute girl, im a guy right now and i should act as what my appearance should be acting because this world is easily influenced by appearance. Maybe one day when virtual reality blooms i may live my life there as the way i want it.