Idk but does it justify the way she treats me.No, it doesn't. and it never will.you just can't go on doing the thing again and again. No matter what you do it's never enough.i have stopped trying as well as expecting.you can't blame it on her behavior. it is the the type of person she is.there is nothing that i can do about it but surely somewhere god's watching.Hope is something that is there. Constant I guess.Hope the masks fall off before others do.