I’m in my room right now, pretending to make my bed. Downstairs, my great aunt and uncle have just arrived and everyone else is talking to them. It’s really rainy and horrible outside and we’re supposed to be going on a 1.5-2 hr walk soon. I’m 99% certain that I have OCD and my family don’t know. I don’t want to go out. I don’t want to go out of my room. I want to stay in bed drawing horror art and listen to sub urban and I don’t want anyone to disturb me or come in and say I should probably open my curtains. I have a maths test tomorrow which o only remembered last night. I told my mum and said I’d need 3-4 hrs to revise but instead of listening she’s going to make me go on a giant walk then spend time with my family which I really don’t want to do. I just want to stay here and hide under my duvet and don’t get up until I’m literally starving. What do I do?