So I maintain a note of the messages that didn't make it through. Sometimes we are the prisoners of our own minds, we keep thinking of things that don't exist, we are all cowards in some way or the other. So now is the chance to be brave, this is my first step towards it. Here are my hidden thoughts: <ol><li>I know we haven't slept together enough number of times for me to get used to it, but sleeping alone sucks now.&nbsp;</li><li>Why do you assume I need me time when all I want is us time</li><li>I miss you and I don't know what to do about it. I feel the golden phase of our relationship is over, I have this sinking feeling in my heart that I can't get rid of. I need you...I love you</li><li>Sometimes I feel I'm more into you than you're into me</li><li>Do you really love me?</li></ol>

So I maintain a note of the messages that didn't make it through. Sometimes we are the prisoners of our own minds, we keep thinking of things that don't exist, we are all cowards in some way or the other.  So now is the chance to be brave, this is my first step towards it. Here are my hidden thoughts:I know we haven't slept together enough number of times for me to get used to it, but sleeping alone sucks now. Why do you assume I need me time when all I want is us timeI miss you and I don't know what to do about it. I feel the golden phase of our relationship is over, I have this sinking feeling in my heart that I can't get rid of. I need you...I love youSometimes I feel I'm more into you than you're into meDo you really love me?