this is what i want to say. this is what i need to say. but i can’t, i’m scared. i love her.hey. i’m sorry. i can’t deal with you ignoring me anymore. i feel so unimportant when i’m talking to you. and that’s starting to affect me. i’m starting to feel unimportant to myself and i’m scared, um, i can’t keep putting myself through this. i can’t keep waiting for you to care. this probably won’t hurt you as much as it hurts me but i don’t want to be with you anymore. i can’t be with you anymore. this is so toxic and i’ve known that for a while now. all i ask of you is to take care of yourself and everyone around you. and when you date someone next then please be there for them more. i want you to be happy and it’s pretty clear that we aren’t making each other happy at the moment. you’ll always be my first love, but i can’t keep pretending. i need to start putting myself first.