I feel bad and so useless that i did not give a hand to someone today
I always want to help people in my heart, but at the same time it never turn into action because negativity towards others, especially strangers, keeping me from doing good and just being neutral
I onow i should hv listen to my heart, but im always not sure about it because im afraid that ppl will take advantage of me at any time
Or if actually they dont really need it it would be awkward
Since i almost never been helped and ignored when i struggles with something even in public place i only hear ppl talk to each other, feeling pity on me but do nothing. i have no idea how to know if ppl need help if i meet one
Its not that i expect others to always help me, I just need some examples to understand how to blend with society as a nice person.