I was having a good week, work was good haven't felt lonely in a long time. Not feeling depressed anymore and suddenly started feeling unwell. Took a covid test, turns out it is positive. Suddenly I couldn't feel my breath. Looked at my mother, she started shouting me that I got because I go out. What was I supposed to do I didn't expected this to come. I used to go to the supermarket or the local fruit store.. I haven't went anywhere in almost a year. Till this January I was always feeling lonely because I used and left by my Frnds. I thought I have a loving family, turns out they hate me more that I don't have a well paid job. I have a job though worked hard to get it and still working hard to keep it. All of my old feeling, fears and loneliness hit me again. I felt like I need to give up and go away from them.